Martin W. Ball, Ph.D.
This is a brief introduction to the topic of entheogens and non-dual experience. Though far from being comprehensive, this primer should give the interested reader a reasonable understanding of what non-dual experiences are, how they can be generated, and how entheogens can serve as a primary tool in achieving non-dual states of awareness and being.
Let’s begin by discussing entheogens.
Entheogens
The term “entheogen” literally means, “generating the experience of God within,” and is an alternate for “psychedelic” or “hallucinogen,” though it has rather different connotations than these other two terms. The term was coined by ethnobotanists and cultural researchers to distinguish between the ritual and sacramental use of visionary plants and fungi from their more secular and recreational use that was prevalent in Western cultures at the time. For example, whereas hippies were recreating with “psychedelics” in a cultural free-for-all, shamans in the Amazon were characterized as ingesting “entheogens” in carefully orchestrated sacred rituals embedded within thousands of years of spiritual and religious use.
The term is somewhat problematic given that many of the shamanic cultures and traditions that make use of visionary plants and fungi don’t necessarily think in terms of “God,” and therefore this term is more genuinely reflective of the researchers’ concerns than those of indigenous traditions. However, placing this concern aside, we can see that the term is meant to indicate that there is something potentially “spiritual” or “religious” about the experiences generated from the consumption of visionary plants and fungi and that the intentions and setting surrounding their use have a significant role to play in such experiences.
Historically, entheogens have been used by various cultures around the world throughout human history to assist in the process of generating “spiritual” and “religious” experiences. In many cases, specific knowledge of the plants and fungi used in various traditions have been kept as carefully guarded secrets that one must be initiated into before being revealed, so much work has been done to reconstruct historical uses, such as in the Rig Veda from Hindu tradition, or the Greek Mystery Cults of Hellenic culture. In other cases, use is clear, such as with South American ayahuasca shamanism or Meso-American use of psilocybin mushrooms. While there are potential connections between entheogens and historically non-dual or mystical religious traditions, in many cases we can find more clear connections to shamanic traditions, which are often more of a dualistic nature and may or may not involve emphasis on non-dual states of awareness and being. Full understanding of the relationship between entheogens and non-duality is therefore largely a modern phenomenon and much of our understanding of such connections historically is speculative and inconclusive.
Shamanism vs. Non-Dualism
Within shamanic cultures, entheogens are understood to provide access to the world of spirits, disembodied entities, and secret knowledge about the working of the universe. Overall, shamanic cultures tend to be very practically oriented and shamans serve as healers, spiritual guides, philosophers, artists, and musicians. Use of entheogens is often likened to earning advanced degrees in that the subject can undergo profound experiences of learning and there is therefore a deep association between entheogens and knowledge. However, shamanic cultures tend to emphasize the duality of the world: the duality of “normal” reality vs. “spiritual” reality, and spirits are often divided into good and bad, helpful and harmful, and energies are similarly divided into good and bad, light and dark: the worldviews of many shamanic cultures are highly dualistic. Furthermore, there tends to be a strong emphasis on visions and visionary states of awareness, as this is how the shamans learn their trade, so interaction with “spirit entities” is highly valued and promoted. Within shamanic practice, the distinctions between “self” and “other” are maintained, promoted, and even cultivated and refined. This is decidedly not non-dualism.
The non-dual experience is what is often called in religious literature a “mystical” experience wherein the apparently artificial boundaries between “self’ and “other” disappear and reality and being are appreciated and directly experienced as one unified system in which any distinctions are understood as merely conventional constructs of the mind. Another way of putting this is to say that in non-dual experiences, the limited identification and association of the individual with his or her ego has been transcended, along with all sense of separation or isolation. For the most part, this kind of experience and understanding is neither promoted nor cultivated in shamanic cultures where the quest for liberation from illusions of separateness has not been a motivating factor. This could be because individuals in shamanic cultures tend to view themselves as existing within a vast, interconnected web of life and awareness, so their egos don’t feel the same sense of separateness. For the most part, shamanism and mysticism, or non-dual experience, are distinct, and in most cases, shamanic use of entheogens does not promote non-dualism.
The Nature of the Ego
All people (in all cultures in all times) have egos. The ego is an individual’s sense of self as distinct from other people and things. Regardless of any culture’s worldview or religious or spiritual practice, the default state of being for humans is to have a sense of self that is experienced as somehow distinct and separate from others. This appears to be a uniquely human problem in that the development of an ego is a normal and fundamental part of human conscious development that does not seem to be present among other living beings. It is the aspect of our awareness that allows us to self-reflectively ponder the nature of our being and provides for a sense of personal identity. It is also that part of human awareness that gives rise to all manner of forms of identification such as culture, religion, spirituality, politics, etc. Virtually all aspects of human cultures are, at root, manifestations of the ego and its need to create a sense of self that is distinct from what is characterized as “other” or “not self.”
The “problem” with the ego is that it is a fiction, and at its core, it is fundamentally empty or without inherent identity or substance. The ego itself is not so much a thing as it is a collection of various patterns of thought, behavior, belief, and expression. Taken collectively, the various patterns of mobilization of energy that the individual uses to create a sense of self, is the ego. Take away the patterns, and there’s nothing there underneath. As all the patterns that comprise the sense of self are arbitrary conventions, there’s nothing fundamental at the core of the sense of self or separate being. The sense of a separate self is a fiction, an illusion.
While ego-based consciousness and identity is the default setting for human awareness, it is not absolute and can be transcended. Transcendence of the ego occurs when and individual chooses to “let go” of all of the various energetic patterns that comprise the sense of self, and is generally a temporary phenomenon. Liberation from the ego occurs when the individual has reached a deep enough level of awareness to be conscious of the illusions, fears, and motivations of the ego and consciously chooses not to engage them on a moment-to-moment basis as they arise. Transcendence only requires a deep willingness to trust, surrender, and let go, and is not all that difficult to achieve. Actual liberation from the ego takes persistent self-evaluation, careful attention, and a commitment to truth and personal responsibility, and is a far rarer achievement than mere transcendence of the ego.
Transcending the Ego via Entheogenic Experience
We are now ready to look at the question of how entheogens relate to the possibility of ego transcendence and ultimately, liberation from the ego. From a practical standpoint, entheogens are the best possible tool available to human beings for experiencing transcendence and liberation from the ego. This has to do with both the energetic nature of the ego as well as the nature of the amplification and enhancement of experiences of energy as afforded by ingestion of entheogens: this is an “energetic” question and not a question of religion, spirituality, or metaphysics. It is a very practical question with practical applications, and does not require anything even remotely understood as spiritual.
To restate, the ego is comprised of a collection of patterns of thought, belief, behavior, and expression. All of these patterns are fundamentally energetic in nature: they are expressions and mobilization of energy within an individual’s being/body/mind. By definition, all such patterns are limited and are based on making dualistic distinctions. It is their limitations/distinctions that provide for a distinct sense of self and identity. More importantly, these energetic limitations are challenged by the energetic expansion and awareness afforded by entheogens, which is why entheogens are the ideal tool for transcending the energetic limitations of the ego.
From the perspective of the ego, a full energetic opening (or non-dual experience) feels like the dissolution of everything that the ego thinks, believes, understands, or is able to identify or conceptualize. For the ego, it feels like, “Oh my God, THIS IS IT!”, whatever that “it” is. It is the direct experience of the infinite, beyond all limits and without boundaries. It is timeless, eternal, and universal. Energetically, the body becomes highly energized and individuals generally fall back with arms and legs open, fully exposing the body in a posture of universal embrace. Bodies also tend to gyrate along the axis of the central column of energy along the torso, with waves of ecstatic energy radiating out from the heart and moving up and down the spine with arms and legs moving in fluid, symmetrical gestures. In essence, in these moments the individual is effectively making love with him or herself in universal energetic form, the purest expression of universal love, acceptance, and identity. Perceptually, everything appears as universal and symmetrical patterns of multidimensional fractals of pure white/rainbow light.
Virtually all entheogens create stress on the limited patterns of the ego. The stronger the entheogen, however, the greater the likelihood that an individual will experience transcendence of the ego. Yet this is not an automatic response, as is evidenced by shamanic use of entheogens where transcendence of the ego is not emphasized and possibly not even recognized. Mere ingestion of entheogens does not, in and of itself, produce transcendent states of being or awareness. As stated previously, an individual must choose to let go of all identifying patterns in thought, belief, behavior, and expression in order for entheogens to produce transcendent or non-dual results.
Radically strong entheogens, such as N,N DMT, and particularly 5-MeO-DMT, (both of which are naturally present in all humans and mammals endogenously), are the ideal tools for assisting in full ego transcendence. This is especially so for 5-MeO-DMT. The overwhelming sensation of the experience of 5-MeO-DMT is one of immediate and potentially infinite energetic expansion and identification. Practically speaking, the experience of 5-MeO-DMT, from the ego’s perspective, is akin to dying. As the sense of energy begins to expand into a sense of the timeless and infinite, the ego has a choice: just let go and surrender completely, or try and hold on through any of the various patterns of thought, belief, behavior or expression that it has at its disposal. If the individual can fully let go of all structures of the ego, then the individual is able to have a full mystical or non-dual experience. This letting go requires profound levels of trust, surrender, and full acceptance of the unfolding process of energetic expansion. In this experience, there is no subject and no object. There is only the immediate experience of complete unification without any distinctions. In practical language, it is an infinite experience as there are no boundaries or limitations of identity. This is the deepest level of non-dual experience as expressively, it is equivalent to the statement of “I AM EVERYTHING” or even “I AM GOD.” Lower-level, partially mystical experiences are more along the lines of “I am a part of Everything,” or “I am an expression of God,” or “I am one with the infinite.” There is still a lingering sense of ego or dualistic division in these lower-order statements, however, and they reflect a residual withholding on the part of the individual’s ego.
A difficulty is that, in general, all such experiences of transcendence of the ego are limited to the time period of the effects of the entheogen. With 5-MeO-DMT, for example, ego transcendence is most likely within the first 5-15 minutes of the radically expansive experience, and there is a very definitive point at which the ego regains its hold on the individual and old ego patterns reassert themselves out of habit. It takes sustained and highly discriminating use of entheogens to produce actual liberation from the ego where the patterns of the ego do not reengage at the end of the entheogenic session. Personally, I call such work “reality therapy.” It can only successfully be performed by those who are willing to let go of everything they think they know and believe and surrender completely and unreservedly to the work of overcoming all ego attachments, illusions, and projections. Using entheogens in this manner is akin to practice: practicing observing and sensing the self in an ego-suspended state and observing the energetic patterns engaged by the ego upon its re-emergence. Essentially, the ego is similar to a self-created energetic prison and it is up to the individual to personally choose to let those energetic structures/patterns go and not engage them. The ego will always try to automatically reassert all previously existing patterns and preventing their re-emergence takes conscious effort to not censor or impede ones natural flow of energy in the body/mind.
The ego is a very fast learner and can quickly seek to co-opt the entheogenic experience and direct it toward its own, personal ends. This is a complex topic and one that cannot be fully addressed here. Ultimately, it comes down to an individual’s willingness to take full responsibility for all aspects of his or her experience. Entheogens, particularly the more visually stimulating ones, provide a perfect environment in which egos can have a field day of creating projections and personal illusions that can seem fully autonomous and independent of the individual: indeed, much shamanic practice depends on this phenomenon. It is a deep commitment to truth and personal clarity and responsibility that are the primary means of overcoming tendencies for projection and misidentification. For many, moving beyond a dualistic, shamanic approach to entheogens is a fundamental hurdle.
Conclusion
It is my hope that this brief introduction has provided some insight into the role that entheogens can play in the production of non-dual, unitary states of awareness. It has been my goal to keep this short and sweet, so there are a number of topics and ideas presented here that could use a great deal more discussion and fleshing out. As an introduction, however, it has been my aim to present cogently and concisely how entheogens and non-duality are related and how non-dual work with entheogens differs from both recreational and shamanic use of these powerful neurotransmitters.
The greatest power of entheogens is that they make the possibility of genuine non-dual liberation possible outside the bounds of any pre-existing tradition or system, most of which are filled with potential ego traps and attachments. Truth, ultimately, can only be found within, and that is always a solitary and personal journey. Entheogens are not a short cut, though they can greatly accelerate the process. Non-dual awareness and being is an energetic issue, not a spiritual one, and therefore tools that affect our energetic awareness, such as entheogens, can serve as primary, and in many ways, incomparable tools in the personal quest for liberation from self-generated illusion, separation, and fantasy.